But I feel like it’s getting close.  I need someone who I could talk to. I’ve told one person and I haven’t realize the severity of my situation till I had to tell him. But he doesn’t know what to do and he can’t do anything because he’s miles away. I can’t and choose not to tell anyone else because I don’t know how they’ll take it. I kind of have it under control as of now. But I’m just scared that one day it’s going to get so bad that it’s going to be too late to finally open up.